Somedays

Somedays I am just plain exhausted. Somedays I am ready to throw in the towel. Somedays I dream of what it would feel like to have my partner at home with me. Somedays I don't want to be the strong one. Somedays I just want him to walk thru the door and take over. Somedays I want to remember what it feels like to have someone take care of me. Somedays I get so mad at one more day of being both mom and Dad. Somedays I wish this all was over and I can have our life back. Today is one of those days. Although AJ's visit is coming quickly I realize it's just a visit, all small break in our reality. The long separation hasn't even hit.