Making Decisions

I had to make a very difficult decision this week. I was offered a part time job last week, and was so excited about it. That was until I started trying to figure out the logistics of it all with the kids and school. I decided to pray about it and talk with AJ. When I wasn't sleeping at night and waking up panicky, I knew it wasn't right. It was hard, but I decided to not take the job. I need to focus on being a mom, a wife, and a grad student. I really got sad thinking I was going to have to give up the summer with the boys this year. They are at such fun ages and I didn't want to give that up. I can't say what a relief it was once I hit the send button to turn down the job. So, I know it is the right choice. I feel so honored that they came to me and know other doors will open when the time is right. AJ and I have our sitters lined up for a November Mexico trip. I have been making myself dizzy trying to figure out where we want to go. We loved the Sun Palace Cancun, 5 years ago. But, I really want to try somewhere else. Mexico is so cheap right now! We really want a relaxing place, adults only, all inclusive, and beach views. It is nice to have that reward to look forward to. Now to save the money! I hope everyone is having a good week. Still no word from Keeg. I am sure he is having a blast! I didn't realize I would miss him so much! It honestly has been kind of nice to not have all of his running this week. =)