Marine Wife Unglued

Today was the first day of this whole year that I royally felt as if I was going to come unglued. We have been working on refinancing our house. It was suppose to be a 3 week process, turning into a 7 week one. I sat for 3 hours today, trying to help get it closed.  First my power of attorney wasn't good enough (Um.. made by USMC JAG lawyer), then I needed a letter stating that my husband was still alive and/ or not captured. Excuse me, I would still have to live there??? I felt bad for my sitter having my kids so long and hated being gone all day. If anything this was confirmation that I do not need to be working outside of the house. I hated rushing home to get dinner and do a bath. Mr. G was asleep a few hours after. I felt like I didn't see him at all today.

After today, I have to go to the doctor then go try again. I requested to have my Mirena implant taken out.  I opted to have it because I had trouble with bleeding after Graycen was born, not for birth control option. This has made it so much worse. I have been bleeding heavily for 7 weeks. ( I know too much info.) I was dreaming of 5 years of nothing. Well guess I am an exception.  I demanded it be taken out. I don't know what the next step is as I can't be on any other hormonal option. My mom had similar problems and I seriously just wish that they would start talking about removing the problem. But, I know I am not yet 35 and it is probably not a good idea.

I was planning on having family over for Keeg's birthday this weekend. Then opted to cancel. Who am I kidding. I can't get the house spotless, yard done, shopping done, and us all where we need to go this weekend. So, we are going to do dinner somewhere next week and we will do something fun on his birthday. I know I didn't please a lot of people, but I am doing the best I can do right now.

Source: bisforbrownie.com via Jennifer on Pinterest