Missing Him

I am missing my hubby tonight. We made a date to chat today and it came and went without a call. I know he is busy, but it gets me every time. I am feeling disconnected from him, and that is the worst part. I have sent emails but don't know if he has gotten them. We have talked briefly the past few days and each time it has been chaotic ( getting G to sleep or boys needing to chat with him). The whole situation just made me mad tonight. A good marine wife friend listened to me vent, and reminded me that i can always vent to her. Yes sometimes I feel like I am expected to be the cheerleader of the group, and sometimes I just want to sit back and be weak... Or do I?